Fabulously Insane

I am a confident Christian model, but I am still human inside.

Sometimes I make mistakes.
Sometimes I things don’t go the way they’re suppose too.
Sometimes people bully me.
Sometimes people dont understand me.
Sometimes I cry because of the stress I undertake from College, model-related-pressures, money issues, relationships, work, religion.
Sometimes I wish I had a helping hand.
Sometimes I wish I could sleep for a very long time.
Sometimes I feel depressed.
Sometimes I can’t sleep at night, and it feels like torture after a long day.
Sometimes I scream like a little girl because I see a bug.
Sometimes my knee is itchy, but I’m wearing jeans so I can’t scratch it.
Sometimes I catch colds and stay in bed for 2 weeks.
Sometimes I laugh.
Sometimes I love.
Sometimes I question life and death.
Sometimes I wonder if there is anybody out there thinking about me at this very moment.
Sometimes I wish I could invent the new ipod3.256570 to the power of two.
Sometimes I wish I there was a genie lamp that would appear and give me one wish, and I would wish to have a wishing machine that only works for me, and I use it for good.
Sometimes I wish I had food in the fridge.
Sometimes I wish my father would take care of his health.
Sometimes I wish my mother could finally retire.
Sometimes I wish I could get that opportunity to make it big, and give my family the life they want.
Sometimes I wish people didnt have to have the same problems as me.
Sometimes I feel so lucky and I never want that moment to end.
Sometimes I wish people didnt think that I will tell people they will go to hell, because im a Christian.
Sometimes I wish I wasn’t pressured to show my body.
Sometimes I wish others would argue with me with logical sense.
Sometimes I wish the young people were more interested in politics.

To me sometimes feels like all the time, but I wake up everyday, just like everybody else, and I do what I have to do - live life and hope for the best (plus work hard for what I do).

Don’t ever let your sometimes bring you down, because sometimes negative things can be turned into positive things

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My quote